Blocking My Blessings

I am growing spiritually, my peace is found yet I'm still searching for complete happiness. I often times get discouraged, I often times get weary, and I often times lose my motivation. At times I feel as though I help so many people, I allow so many people to network off me, build off me yet I find no benefit in them. I have to cut off the dead weight of hitch hikers, and those who are only in it for self growth. I want to see us all win, but how can I continue to win when I believe I'm blocking my own blessings by unknowingly giving them away. I must do better! They say you receive blessings by blessing others... Sigh 😪.....   PHOTO TAKEN IN PANAMA CITY BEACH FLORIDA!!! #photography #panamacitybeach #selfie 

Island and Beach Photography

My experiences in Panama City right now is so grand! I'm loving each and every moment of this! I could really see myself waking up to this every morning and spending each day on the beach working!! My goals now are to develop my business with photography in Panama City Beach so I can come here at least once a month. I'm hoping to get an apartment or property here and I can pay one set price a month. Hotels here are very expensive. Over $235 a night is expensive when you're staying mtiple nights! I'm loving it!!!

Sunset 

Sunrise 

My Peace

Peace of mind. It’s one of those elusive things that money can’t seem to buy. I'm loving what money couldn't buy me and I plan to keep this. No selling my peace of mind!!!

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Photo is of my daughter running along the beach! I found so much peace in watching her enjoy herself at 6:00am with no worries!!!

Soothing For The Soul

I finally got my opportunity to meditate and practice yoga on white sand and listening to the sounds of perfectly blue waters! What a blessing it is in itself to be able to sit and thank God for such beautiful blessings and wonderful opportunities. I have been granted the opportunity to come to Panama City and sit on it's beaches. I've worked diligently these past three weeks to make this opportunity happen for my daughter and I. 🙏 Thankful I am!! 

There is no other person I can hold responsible for such a beautiful site! It's 5/30 now where I am located and I can't believe that I am actually up. I do believe if I lives here permanently that getting up at 5:30 would not be an issue. 

I am just so thankful right now, and I've learned that my greatest weapon against stress and negativity is my ability to channel all of that into a praise of thanks, meditation, and yoga. Being able to do all three on this beach is such a stress reliever!! 🙌

I've been able to set peace of mind as my highest goal, and I organized my life around it. I take every chance I can to be peaceful. Even when I'm upset or angry about something I've been able to whoosah myself 😹😹😹!!!

I’ve since realized that peace is always available, and like any desirable state of mind, it requires effort, even if that effort entails consciously choosing to be still, and in this very moment 5:30am I sit here with a beautiful sunrise and say Amen!!! 

The Wake Up

Many mornings I wake up and simply say thank you! No matter how bad my day or night may have been, I'm still blessed to be in the chosen number. I wake each morning with a Thank You and a simple meditation! Blessings

One day I will wake to this view, it may only be temporary but it will still be a beautiful view!!