Let It Be

Never expect, assume, or demand.  Just do your best, control the elements you can control, and then let it be.  Because once you have done what you can, if it is meant to be, it will happen, or it will show you the next step that needs to be taken. Everything that looks like an opportunity may not be one, every person that looks like they need to be in your life, just may be detrimental to you! Learn the difference between the two. Learn that everything may not need to be force! Every piece of your life happened when it needed to happen. Your life is known before you know it. Your life is planned before you plan it! So just live in knowing what is meant to be with ultimately be! 

My Most Peaceful Hour pt.2

I am at peace when it's only myself I hear. When it is only I that is my main focus, when breathing becomes music that settles a wondering mind. When closed eyes takes you to another paradise, where imaginations stroke the thin line between reality and fiction. When  your focus is merely staying focus and the universe welcomes you with open vortexes. When you become one with the world allowing no seperation from creations of any kind.. I find peace in knowing when I'm alone, I'm really not alone. When my higher self is no longer grounded in chaotic surroundings, when my foundation is elevated where no unconscious mind can follow.

I find peace in a deeper understanding of my authentic spirit, my ability to empower the world through my contributions of self... My most peaceful hour awaits me!

My Throat Is no Longer deep

I've been studying and practicing Chakra meditations and holistic healing for a short period of time but in my studies I've learned that my throat chakra is very weak. This chakra is responsible for my self expression,voicing out my thoughts, ideas and emotions to those around me. My conviction to speak the truth, even if it may be uncomfortable

to some is very weak. I've noticed that lately I haven't been the same person who use to speak out no matter what or who it was. A lot has changed about myself in the past two years in which I am trying to change back for the better. Change is good, I welcome change but only of change is needed and for the betterment of ones self. I'm looking to strengthen my throat chakra and speak up more. Doesn't matter the situation, I'm speaking more truth and if it's not accepted, at least I would feel better knowing I spoke truth. I'm not looking to hurt anyone, more like release my inner thoughts before they build and become negative outbursts. I want to strengthen my communication skills. They suffered a lot recently. Emotions have a lot to do with this Chakra as well, and I intend to release those emotions, speak my truth and keep it moving. The best thing I can do for myself right now is think for myself out loud!!! 

Chakra Meditation (are you exercising your spirit)

Your goal in meditation is to focus and quiet your mind, eventually reaching a higher level of awareness and inner calm. You constantly work out if not daily, every other day like crazy and even eat healthier. But question, what are you doing to exercise your mind and spiritual body? 

Bucket List Mark Off

I'm proud to say that I have achieved 3 items off my bucket list! First item which is a major deal for not only myself but my family, "I am a successful business owner and self employed"

Yes, I am not only the owner of my own mobile salon ( searching for another shop now), but I also own a successful Jewelry line, tshirt line and founder of a very good organization called "Black Girls Loc LLC".

I make my living on my own terms and it feels very good to wake up each morning being the only person deciding my income. There are rough patches but the good outways the bad. I would not trade my experiences for nothing because I understand the hard work I'm putting in will pay off in the end. 

2nd I learned how to mediate, quiet my mind and find a sense of peace despite my surroundings. I'm learning to place myself in a deeper state of consciousness and become one with the universe. Right now I'm studying chakra meditation and It's a beautiful thing to truly understand self, and place your mind, body , and soul on one vibration. (I will discuss meditations in my blogs soon)... 

3rd I'm learning to eat and live a more healthier lifestyle in regards to food. My choices are more natural, raw, and cleaner eating. I'm eliminating a lot of sweets from my choice of foods, lower my carb intake, eat plenty of fish and chicken as my choice of meats. I've always eaten veggies but I'm finding pleasures in eating them raw now. I feel better, and I look better in terms of appearance. I like this change and will continue grow and learn more about myself, my life and live for a better future!!! 

The 1 Year Anniversary of My Journey

This time last year emotionally, financially, and spiritually I was suffering and hurting to the point I almost broke. I was bent in so many ways; Forward, backwards, side ways and in ways I didn't know I could bend. I reached my breaking point and almost lost it. This time during the previous year, I wanted to commit suicide. Many would think they know what it is you were going through, but I mastered the poker face and putting up a front. The events of my life from 2011 until the end of 2012 were a made for movie moments. The title of that movie would be along the lines of, "When A Woman's Fed Up," "Whose Life I'm Living," "Why Me?," "Thin Line Between Love and Hate," "When It Cuts Deep," "Snapped The Movie," "When Loving You Is All I Knew," "Is This Life," "No Control," and so many more titles could speak of my life in the departments of love, spiritual, financial, and more. I allowed so many different people and material things to control my happiness. Those two years were the worst, and the only thing that came out positive was the birth of my beautiful daughter Briyanna. She is a blessing to me, a reminder that I am stronger then I could ever imagine. Of course, I didn't know how I would do it alone but I was never alone. God was always with me and still is on this very day. The saying, "what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger" is indeed the truth. I am stronger now then I have ever been, in every department. One of the hardest things I had to learn to do in life was letting go.  Whether it’s feelings of guilt, anger, disappointment, loss or betrayal.  Change is never easy.  We fight to hold and we fight to let go.  But we must eventually let GO.  There’s no point in stressing over what I couldn't change.  I grew and learned from my mistakes and experiences. I vow to never let my past mistakes hinder me. I shall grow from the experiences and gain strength. I'm gaining strength everyday I take back my freedom from those who meant no good in my life. I'm clearing the clutter and making room for better memories. I had to also learn that Sometimes life doesn’t give you what you WANT because you NEED something else.  And what you need often comes when you’re not looking for it. My soundtrack to my life now is..."Life Is Good"